Today is the 24th March 2009, which is the 4th day. i message you everyday...U told me not too call you, but every moment, my hands have the urge to call u. i know you would'nt answer even if you are able to. But i called anyway, no answer...no answer...message, no replies.

i been having this dream...

i am looking for you, walk and walk into a forest. i saw you, but once i call u...u run,so i run after you...u were too fast, i tried to catch up and you disappears. i collapse on the floor,don't know and unsure what i should do to find you. the urge, the worries i have, i know i cannot give up. i stand up and walk and i landed in this place...u were in this bubble,seems like sleeping,so soundly...but straggling. i tried to burst the bubble to get you out. once i burst, the bubble form around you again...everytime the dream ends here and i always find myself crying for u...

do you still remember this?

you are my sunshine,my only sunshine
you makes me happy when skies are grey
you never know dear how much i love u
oh please dun take my sunshine away

but now you dun wan your sunshine, but i won't let you walk into the darkness alone...
Dar, i know since young there's problems that hinders you till now...i am always there and love to here...no matter what i will solve it with you, we can do it together...

Please come back...
i love you and i miss you so much...

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

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